So much to do..

What a world wind of a weekend..The wind blew the time right by.

That's ok though cause I do love the weekdays too :)

I am glad though that the full moon has done her magic and is beginning her descent to the new moon,

which is such a energetic time for me.

anyways...

I'm feeling kind of low today,

just describing

maybe its the rain.

Maybe its just the

"shut up"

time of the month for me?

I am listening

breathing

waiting for the lights to come back on.

quiet

time to go deep within and gather..

so many images have floated through my head last night..

So quickly..like lightening.

glimpses of Pixy Pocahontis and her love.

I so wish I had a camera attached to my brain.

I feel like something is welling up from deep inside.

The answers to what I am desiring.

What do I desire?

I desire to inspire:)

I would like for my art to travel around the world

spreading love.

I desire to be a great financial contributor to

our family.

I desire to contribute to those who need help

whether it be following their heart,

affording life's necessities when times are tough,

support the arts, alternative medicinal practices,

spiritual growth, children self esteem.

I find it so interesting how always I seem to come back to children.

I feel that it is so important to start with the children..

Brainstorming out loud right now.

What can I do to make a difference?

I am here for my children,

teaching them to love one another,

trying to erase all the mean garbage they can at

times can learn from their peers which was

learned from other sources.

I don't like mean

I don't like lying, dishonesty, cheating, degrading, greed

How can we steer our children away from this

in world so full of it?

Maybe Pixy Pocahontis has the answer..

Just maybe :)

I hope you all don't mind my random babblings..

Sometimes I don't filter what I say.

I just let it come out how it does.

A woman (not going to say names here) that I am not

very fond of has called me self absorbed/self centered.

Maybe I am?

But it doesn't erase the fact that in all my "selfabsorbedness"

my purpose is to make a difference in the whole.

If I am not me, if I don't follow my heart,

If I don't nurture myself how can I do the same for others?

I would not want to give myself to others

if I am in the shambles and all I have to give is

grief, sorrow, hate, drain, worry.

We all have our circumstances that we have been through in our life.

We do our best to grow from them.

If from my experiences I can blossom and share my essence with another, helping them to blossom too,

well then, so be it.

And if I can share this love with children,

to help create a shift where it is needed

then so be it.

If I believe in myself

I am not self absorbed.

I AM me, I Am love.

Love is what I wish to share :)

Your heart is your compass..

Follow it.

Just had to finish with this cute picture of my

son Lukas. He had just had his eyes dialated.

giggle

He's such a handsome, kind, funny guy

and I love him to pieces.

I also want to say how proud I am of him with his grades!!!

Great job Lukas!

smarty pants :)